In a harsh dream

Lord, listen to my pray
If only in a dream I could get what I want
Please don't let me open my eyes and set up the grey
At least until I said enough and understand

Lord, listen to my pray
If only in a dream I could be who I want
Please don't wake me up and open the tray
At least until I feared the monster I've drown

It's hard anyway
And shouldn't it be have to be that way?

Seperti kuning

Kuning merunduk mengadu pada tanah
Membiaskan semburat cokelat pada kecewa
Entah apa yang ada di pikiran sang matahari
Memilih tenggelam saat bulan menyembul naik

Hukum alam
Atau takdir
Yang mereka sebut dengan 'tak ada kehidupan saat matahari dan bulan suatu saat berjabat tangan'
Kemungkinan yang nihil berarti

Ah...
Semuanya sama sinisnya terdengar ditelinga
Sebaiknya aku mulai memejamkan mata
Dan ikut kuning mengadu pada tanah

Tidak perlu berbaik hati dengan berkata 'inilah hidup'
Karena kita pun sama sedang hidup
Entah sampai kapan

Senandung ini tampak kosong dimataku

...

Tonight
Me
Myself
And
I

All time ego

I am me

I will not say
Things just to make you happy
I will not say
Words just to make you calm
And I will not say
Languange that you just understand

Coz I am me
And we're different
But isn't that what makes life so colorful?

in peace

A simple place for my words
A place where i should belong
My mind
Let me peace myself for not answering
And thanks for the silent bell

Simply irritating

Moon
Stars
Sun
How I wonder could be in between
Stars supposed to stay with the moon
But then too weak to hold back the sunlight
How could the sun's so strong that the stars couldn't leave?
How could the moon just show up at night to the rescue?
And oh how could you be so stupid for just having the light from the moon and the sun?
Moon
Stars
Sun
Such a simple great creation
How I wonder could be so irritating

A mind of its own

I close my eyes
Looking for something I've been searching for
I hold my arms
Feeling for something I've been craving for
Empty
It was dark yet I know light might late to show
Envy
People are grown up and I'm waiting for not know

Here is the place you just stood
Punched the wall after the argue
Here is the place I just shocked
Breathe as much as I could pursue
No scream
No weary eyes
But the fact I got no trust just hurt much than the sound
It's like been betrayed
It's like been pointed for intruded

Was it trust we've been communicated before?
Or was it just my only opinion of understanding?