Dreaming of losing

And I don't know why can't I answer his
Maybe because I'm too coward to show my weaknesses
And I don't know why I can't seem to face his
Maybe because I'm too scared to lose my sanity
I wish
For the day when time should be over upon my sight

Let me know you're fine there
As my eyes can see your back
As my ears can imagine your velvet voice
As my hand can pretend to assure your figure

Just a link
Even if I have to fall and back stand up alone

The least thing I kept in my hope
As if some time was just a bell
That one day I will wake up smiling
Knowing that I was dreaming
Of losing you

Or so

Don't come and just stare
You know that would be awkward
Don't call and just breathe
You know that would broke my heart

Send me the fakes...
Eyes
Ears
Skin
Shoulder
Hands
Arms
Lips
Mind
Smile
Laugh
Care
And love

And don't ever stop!
Until the drugs worked out
Until the end
Cheat me forever
Or whatever
I'll just enjoy smarting

And here you are

Hi..
Have I met you?
You seems familiar to me
The way you give the cold
The way you blow the wind
The way you spread the water
Have we met before?

Hi..
Why are you still here?
Are you following me?
Now you got me wet
But I could never upset

Oh so typical of you rain
I could never get over you
You touched and left it all over my mind
And everything attached to it

Passion

As I see their faces
This feeling crawling again
Questions coming
Filling my head looking for the answer
Will I make the right choice?

Here they are, laughing
As if there's no tomorrow
But I know they're mind's thinking
"What's next, oh here it is"
And I envy
A feeling of knowing what to do
A feeling of satisfaction
Knowledge
And I no have it all
Shall I go off and grab the white flag?

Membungkam hati

Biar ku bersahaja
Agar setiap tatapan tak berbantah hilang dengan sendirinya
Biar ku berbalur senyum
Agar apa yang ada di kepalaku tak perlu mereka terus tanya
Sepi toh aku yang merasa
Karena setiap sendiri adalah tanpa siapapun
Lalu dimana salah saat bibir membiru?
Aku tidak menggigil karena dinginan
Ini sebab tak mampu utarakan hati yang selama ini membungkam kata
Mengapa aku begitu bodoh...

I am now

Worrying nothing,I inhale
Thinking anything, I exhale
Drop your guns,I surrender
Freedom your mind,let's get tender
Coz there's nothing you need the most than peace

I'll cry
But that's just it
I'll laugh
Coz that's the only mimic I can do
Remind me to hold tight to the ground
Coz if I have to,I may falling around
Just to take a breathe
To fill the spirit that used to stay in my lung
Happiness

Phase

I will remember
Each melody painted in harmony
For each smile that tender
Patched deep inside as a lullaby
I will missing
Shelter for the pain
When each dreams drained left nothing
Let them washed by the rain

I should wake up